Well
got up at 3:00am. Had a swell Anxiety Attack.
My new Meds slightly worked because I got over it. Later did
the laundry refilled my phone went to the East 15th Street Government
Bunker about one of my cards fucking up. Everybody there was crazy dangerous very young or very old...I
fit right in.
I talked with the Government
Vampires, and assorted Cyborgs, and got the card thing fixed. 'Sat in
the park had a hot dog, and watched the City stumble by. Bought some
warm things to wear though it seemed to be about 80f today, and lastly
got a haircut.
Next week I go to apply for Social Security, and my Half Price Old Guy Transit Card.
The "Social Security" event
is as Big a Deal for me as when I went down to get my Draft Card for the Army in
1970. Who'd a thunk it I'm still here to collect "S.S.!"
Friday another Pod-cast program.
http://www.unclesidney.com/
Sorry for the delay in getting more on the page. Hey my Meds knocked me
out for near a week.
"The Next Morning"
Well mixed results on my new Meds "Prazosin". I still have 'some'
Anxiety tho' now I can leave the house...that's an up.
However the
Nightmares are back..some what.
Just had a bad one last night. I
was a kid again, and me, and a dream friend...you know the people
you
know so well even love in your dreams, but vanish on waking.
Anyway we were being chased by deadly Queer Bashers around a college
campus that was surround by barbed wire fences so no escaped. I was
terrified in
this dream. We saw what happened to those they caught so were running for our lives.
The Woman's Dorm took us in, and hid us for a while, but the Nazi
bullies broke in beat up some of the co-eds, and we had to run again. My
friend was caught, and beat bad...he told me to run!
I did.
I climbed the high razor fence, and fell to the other side.
I found myself in another dream.
My friend the bullies the campus had vanished. I was else-when, and else-where.
Despite this mayhem I'm still hopeful,...why I don't know, but I am.
Stay Tuned.