Thursday, December 26, 2013
Christmas Night or the Eve of Boxing Day. Yeah like so many others I'm a mass of emotions. This time of year that's supposed to be so joyful is for a bunch of us anything but.
I'm surprised that Hallmark doesn't have a line of Agony Cards for this"Joyous" season.
Anyway here I am eating stuff that's somewhat deadly for me...a frigging big rack of Bar-B-que Ribs, and Cream Soda. Just the thing to get me calling 911 in a few hours.
Also all that phony rejoicing on TV that was recorded last summer. Especially the stuff done on the Coast. Sorry stuff that's clearly in some sunny seriously upscale background does not a humble Christmas make.
That make-believe crap really pisses me off.
I guess Christmas really 'is' only for children the religiously deluded, and the insane.
Me I'm just a regular guy trying to get by on much less than I used to. Ain't no happy shit falling out of the sky for the likes of us. I'm Blessed though. Seriously lucky to put it rationally.
I could be back on the street dying in some hospital hallway unattended because my insurance is crap shot blind stabbed starving in jail the Army or married.
Yeah all in all considering 'that' noise I'm doing okay.
So a Merry Holidaze to you all, and watch your bleeping back...this shit ain't Disneyland ya know.