Sunday, March 1, 2015

"Night"


Such times such a day. I'm in my bedroom in the dark watching the Moon set. In the last second it seems to slightly flare.

Good night...loves ya all.

5 comments:

  1. Sydney,
    I was thinking about this post today.

    The straight gays have forgotten one essential: "Only the truth will set you free."
    Lukas

    Here was your post ... your rightful rage ... what we should all feel:
    "RAGE RAGE AGAINST THE DARKNESS"
    THIS IS AN ANGRY POST. I’VE PUT IT OFF SO AS NOT TO UNLEASH MY ASSORTED DEMONS. SAME OLD STORY..”THE STRAIGHT GAYS”. THOSE THAT HAVE SO ASSIMILATED INTO THE STRAIGHT WORLD THEY’RE NO-LONGER QUEER OR DYKES OR ANYTHING.

    THEY CALL THEMSELVES THE “GLBT OR LGBT”…SOUNDS LIKE A BEACON SANDWICH.

    "STROLLER PUSHERS" IS WHAT THEY ARE.

    THEY’RE NO DIFFERENT THAN STRAIGHTS NOW. I LIVED LONG ENOUGH TO SEE THE LIKELY END OF A WHOLE CULTURE…AT LEAST IN THE WEST.

    THE WORLD OF FAGGOTS QUEERS DYKES, AND ASSORTED WILD BOYS, AND GIRLS THAT USED TO SCARE THE FUCKING SHIT OUT OF THE WHOLE DAMNED WORLD!!

    NOW COPS MARCH IN FRONT OF OUR PARADES..BTW IT WAS A FUCKING RIOT OF HOMELESS QUEER TEENS THROW OUT OF THEIR HOMES OLD QUEENS DRAG SISTERS STREET PEOPLE, AND HOARDS OF GOOD HONEST SEX CRIMINALS WHO DIDN’T GIVE A FUCK, AND WERE IN IT TO THE DEATH!

    NOW NEWSPAPERS THAT ONCE GAVE OUT THE ADDRESS PHONE NUMBERS, AND JOB LOCATIONS OF SISSIES THAT GOT CAUGHT IN POLICE RAIDS..THE SAME DAMNED PAPERS THAT DESTROYED LIVES TOOK LIVE WITH A SNEER..THESE BLOOD STAINED FUCKS NOW SPONSOR THE FUCKING LGBT PARADE.

    …YA KNOW, THE ONE WITH THE COPS OUT FRONT. THE SAME COPS THAT BEAT, AND KILLED US.

    PROGRESS THIS IS PROGRESS WE HAVE TO FORGET THE PAST. THIS IS WHAT I READ IN SOME OF THE LBGTXW2Z PRESS…FUCK THEM TO HELL.

    THEY WEREN’T BORN YET WHEN WE WERE ALL BRAVE FUCK YOU! SEXUAL OUTLAWS.

    WHEN I WAS OUT THERE WHEN I WAS A QUEER KID WE WERE ALL SISTERS, AND BROTHERS. THIS BECAUSE WE ANY OF US COULD GET KILLED MAIMED AT ANY TIME BY ANYBODY, AND NOBODY WOULD CARE. WE HAD EACH OTHER, AND ONLY EACH OTHER.

    FEMINIST BIGOTRY HADN’T TAKEN HOLD YET DIVIDING US FROM OUR DYKE SISTERS. THE HYSTERIA HADN’T HAPPENED YET MAKING OUR BOY~LOVER BROTHERS TARGETS FOR HATRED, AND DEATH.

    NOW THE MADNESS OF MARRIAGE, AND KIDS?!

    THERE ARE NO QUEERS ANYMORE EXCEPT US OLD FUCKS, AND A FEW..SO VERY FEW YOUNGSTERS THAT GUARD OUR MEMORY.

    FROM “MOBY DICK”

    "FROM HELL’S HEART I STAB AT THEE; FOR HATES SAKE I SPIT MY LAST BREATH AT THEE."

    I HAVE NO COMPASSION NO MERCY FOR THESE MUTATED OBLIVIOUS SHADOWS OF WHAT WE WERE. DAMN THEM TO HELL BEFORE THE ALL LOVING G-DDESS I SAY THIS!

    DAMN THESE DEMONS TO THE FOUL NETHER REGIONS FROM WHICH THE CAME!

    I HAVE BEEN MADE A MONSTER HUNTED HATED REVILED.

    GOOD ONLY TO BE CAGED TORTURE, AND KILLED. ALL THIS IS THEIR DOING. THEM, AND THEIR MASTERS WHO WHEN THEY TIRE OF BEING TOLERANT WILL CAST THEM INTO THE SAME FIRE THAT CONSUMED ME, AND MY FEW REMAINING BROTHERS.

    I THOUGH OF MYSELF AS KIND GENTLE FORGIVING…I AM NOT. I AM FILLED WITH RAGE. I AM ONE OF THE LAST OF THE SOLDIERS IN THE FREE ARMY OF SEXUAL OUTLAWS.

    "FREEDOM!"

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  2. Well sometimes I gets the fire up, and bangs out a humdinger of an Editorial!

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  3. Sydney,
    I think this is what you were saying: "Only Truth Will Make You Free". The straight gays think they are making progress. I am thinking of how they aren't. They are proceeding without truth, i.e., the truth of who we are as human beings.

    We men and boys spent hundreds of millions of years hunting and gathering food together in gentle egalitarian groups before agriculture was invented. If you imagine a 24 hour clock where every hour is 100 million years. The hand is moving slowly around until it is about to reach the top again. Agriculture was invented 6 minutes before it ends its 24 hour trip around the clock.

    No wonder we love those little guys that went hunting and gathering with us for so many years cuddled up sleeping with them in the forests, teaching them the life skills they needed. How are we supposed to just turn this instinct off?

    This is the “Truth” the straight gays are missing. Without this truth they will not be free.

    Have you ever watched the documentary “Paragraph 175”? It is about how the gays were treated in Germany during WWII. Before the war Berlin was a place of gay liberation and the boys were enjoying their Wandervogel groups and leaders in the forests. Life was Great! That all came to a smashing end with “Nazi Youth” and “The Night of The Long Knives.”

    As well as the documentary “Paragraph 175” I recommend “The Damned” (1969) Director Luchino Visconti. The “Night of The Long Knives” scene shows without any doubt what you predict for the straight gays which of course will include us. We know well it has already started for us don’t we?

    http://www.amazon.com/The-Damned-Dirk-Bogarde/dp/B0000WN10O

    http://www.amazon.com/Paragraph-175-Rupert-Everett/dp/B00005YUP1/ref=sr_1_1?s=movies-tv&ie=UTF8&qid=1425305293&sr=1-1&keywords=paragraph+175

    “Only The Truth Will Make You Free” dear straight gays.
    Lukas

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  4. As I say we are more so much more than the little descriptions, and tiny boxes we, and other unwanted have been shoved into. I love boys men women, and the unseen. I live we should 'all' live in Big Worlds.

    We are the eyes, and ears of Creation...at least in this corner of the multiverse. us, and our animal companions...try not to eat anything that can smile. Also I'm learning to shed "Victim-hood".

    That just isolates you, and makes one crazy.

    We have Big Souls. Big Hearts so live in the whole Multiverse. By that I mean "Fuck'em" be who you are. Live as free as you dare. That's was the whole point of the Rebellion so long ago.

    You are Free Lukas...we all are.

    We are also Soldiers in a Great Titanic War to change the way things are done. To make kindness patients humor inquiry ,and creative madness the universal default position of everyone. Actually it is, but fear stops it.

    This is a struggle against Fear.

    I've lost friends in this fight. I've come so close to going down myself. But no Surrender No Retreat no Hiding in Terror.

    We each do what we can as best we can.

    Not everyone can be as open public as some. So do what you can where you can as long as you can. This is a struggle that will take generations. It's not just about whose cock you're sucking or how old that cock may be. This is a War of Bread Roses, and Dreams.

    When that is won...All Else will Follow.

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  5. I'm glad you posted that Lukas. I'm not sure I've seen that truly inspired rant of Sidney's before. It's my own mind & heart that I read there.

    I bet you're right that men and boys have hunted & gathered together since humans arrived on the veldt, if not sooner.

    I'll look for Visconti's "The Damned."

    Zaek

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