Friday, July 24, 2015
Why am I still doing any of this? There's minimal Human contact. I say basically the same thing over. Also my creativity is bleaching out.
I weary of it all.
I suspect this may be part of the aging process. After all after you have kids evolution is through with you. I never had any, but still.
I think that's the crux of it. Well that, and all the other piled up bullshit. Your wet-wear is just so full of static. I mostly sleep. Rarely work at any creative projects.
"Waiting to die" as I tell my shrink.
Btw that's a normal emotional reaction to the on-set of old age. I'm told not to worry about it.